Sunday, August 4, 2013

Moosh is Back!!!

Sara Pratt has returned to my life!  :) yay.  A little background about Miss Pratt...Sara was one of my first friends in Austin and at AustinDeep.  Her and Mari showed me the ropes..if you will, at the office.  She is ALSO the lady who sent me the link for The Young and Wild Expedition 2013... (5 month bike ride around the country)...we have both had a busy, soul searching, 6 months..and now we have reunited!  It is such a beautiful thing to share our stories and findings.

July 17th she had a pretty serious knee surgery, and was told recovery time would be longer and more intense than expected.  In yet still so positive and up lifting..always searching exploring the brighter side of situations.  She is such a gentle but strong beautiful soul :)  

It feels so rejuvenating to talk with her.  It is so good to see how much we have both grown and experienced.  





Today, was a beautiful day..my mind wondered in all of my massages today..more so as the day went on....At the end of the day, I came to accept where I was...as they say, "just be in the moment".  
I have finally realized where I am...and have come to accept...

I am lost and confused.  

For weeks now Mari has been telling me this truth... it was only today that I accepted it.
I accepted that being lost and confused isn't a bad or wrong place of being.  
Because it is real.  

Sara almost put such a simple truth into words for me that also rang true...

"Happy, is not the only state of being."

This is obvious, but today, I finally felt human...is this what humility feels like? (if so, it is more humbling than I imagined it)...

I figured that I would be done with the "lost and confused" phase when I wasn't alone in Washington anymore...but this isn't true.  
I am at peace knowing what I feel is okay...today, or any day...whatever I am feeling is okay.
Just because you are not happy does not mean you suddenly don't exist.  
Every other feeling that we can contain might even hold more promise than happiness or joy. 
Happiness is the gift...the prize...showing us we are on the right path.


The body is 70%-90% water.
We are mostly fluid.
We are constantly flowing.
It is patients and practice to handle the feelings that arise.


Thank you to my girls at AustinDeep.  Thank you Sara.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

may 2014

Having a powerful conviction, I feel, is one of the most beautiful gifts of life. 
Not allowing the, social norm, judgment, or fear (from others ideas) slow you down is a beautiful challenge.

The last time I wrote a post like this..(my first post)..I was living out my dream (of that time).
I promised myself I would be living in Austin, working at the most ideal massage clinic I could ask for...and after a couple months of planning, saving, and packing.  I was on my way.

When I felt like I needed something more at the end of 2012...like I had concurred my goals for Austin...  Sarah Pratt, a wonderful massage therapist, friend, and teacher (I worked with at AustinDeep), happened to stumble upon just the right dose of adventure. 

While visiting my grandfather in Nashville for thanksgiving last year, I read over the link she sent me back in October...I could hardly contain my enthusiasm as I kept clicking and reading about this organization.  It was so perfect...
I emailed the expedition leader a few minutes later..
Praying I wasn't too late for the cut off date to join in.
Double checking the post to make sure I wasn't emailing about a post from 2006.

Anyway, now, a good, solid, 9 months later... I did go on the bike ride across the country.  I did create a community with beautiful idealists and creators.  I did cry.  I did laugh.  I did ride my bike alone, a lot, just like I wanted to.  I am so thankful for the opportunity. 



Currently, I am back in Austin...for the time being.
I am so happy to be welcomed back to AustinDeep with my lovely ladies!
I am so thankful to be in such a prosperous, thriving, beautifully, hot state..with a bunch of weirdos!
Austin is a great place to be...

BUT....(mum was waiting for the but, I know it ;) haha)
again, there is nothing like the conviction of truly living.
the current inside me seems steady when it comes to traveling across the world...I can't seem to drift too far away from that...

So, I wont fight it anymore..it can be overwhelming and stressful to think about...
how to make it all come together and happen..but as my good friend, Monica, reminds me, "Nature rewards courage"... I will set a date, and be on my way, nature will be by my side..if it is meant to happen.

I don't have a deadline to when I should return..and I don't necessarily intend on reading it like a book, either...however, I am excited for the date of departure to get closer and closer.
I don't really plan on having much of an outline to be honest...
I will take down contacts of friends of friends around the world to stay with..
I will become part of the WWOOFing community globally..
I will spend my time working for a few weeks to get to my next destinations..
I will volunteer my time for people in need of it...
I will be able to learn and practice ancient and modern massage techniques from different cultures..
I will ride camels, and elephants..
I will try to keep my feet on the ground as much as possible, instead of flying..
I will scuba the reefs and climb the mountains....
I will marvel at ruins, and march in protests...
I will learn new dances and have some great laughs...
I will meet and live with strangers...
I should pick up some of the basics in all sorts of languages..
I will learn how people do life..

When...?

I have asked myself this since the February...the beginning of The Young and Wild Expedition 2013..
I have come up with dates, calculated the months, tried to hold out....etc.
Now that I am being realistic with myself...

May 2014 (10 months)
Just enough time to scramble up some change.
Just enough time to enjoy my surroundings..to grow and learn from where I am now.
Just enough time.

I will plan out the first few places I will stay, work, sleep, eat.
For now I am looking into finding a job on cargo ship to China or Japan to start.
I also imagine I will probably have 1-3 people joining me along the way.

I will be looking for a good camera to post pictures on the blog a few times a week.
(considering I will have internet access almost everywhere and time on my hands)

I will be living way minimally here in Austin for the next 10 months...I guess I will be putting some of the tips I picked up from the bike ride and carry them on to be prepared for the next adventure.
(ex. I have been couch surfing with co-workers/friends since July 13 and will continue to until my apartment is ready September 5th..)

I anticipate the next 10 months as time to enjoy having a home, researching others experiences, visa info, making connections (networking/couchsurfing.com), researching job positions globably, wwoofing requirements..etc.

I hope I am being realistic when I say I plan on leaving with about $17,000 USD.
Making money along the way shouldn't be too terribly hard.
Plus it gives me the chance to get localized.


So here is to May 2014




Saturday, June 15, 2013

Cloverdale to Mendocino

  My memory fails me.  I will try to do my best to remember the details.
Again, a highlight of my first day on my own, was definitely Czars Bike Shop :)
2 FREE NEW bottle holders, a HUGE, FREE, JUICY burger, and best of all, met some super awesome bicycle folk!

  I left Santa Rosa and kept on with my long, quiet, thoughtful, pedaling.  Alone.
Everything went smoothly.  Except the boredom.
  I was about 5 miles away from Cloverdale, where I planned on crashing for the night.
  I took a shortcut.  Turned out to not to be much of a short cut, at all.
I turned off of the service road of the 101, onto a nice, downhill, back road.  Soon, it changed pace.  At the end of this lovely paved road, lay a valley of gravel.  I pushed my bike through the gravel to some cement barriers I squeezed my bike through and over.  (see pictures below...)  The valley of gravel turned into a sea of large, smooth rocks.  I started to push my bike toward the bridge so I could cross the river and ride to town.  Oh, I am silly to think it would be so simple.  Turns out bridge was out of commission!  Tired, confused, and hopeless, I started to think about my options.  I could go back where I came from or I could cross the river.  Four young teenage girls happened to appear on the other side of the river moments later.  I asked them if there was a bridge further down the river.  With no surprise, they said no.  As I started to take my bags and camping gear off my bike, one of the girls, Angela, asked if I wanted some help.  So for the next 30-45 minutes, Angela and I walked each bag across the brisk river.  It was actually amusing, and the water felt good.  I needed to shower anyway.  The water was just low enough to keep everything from getting wet.   So it all worked out.  After everything was across, she was kind enough to offer me a cigarette.  What a trip.
   My plan was to ride 3 miles down the road to some cottage rooms that overlooked a vineyard, just up on a hill, also overlooking the town.  I was a little late to speak to the owner to see if I could even just set up a tent somewhere.  I road down the hill to town.  I went to plug my phone in at an empty restaurant after three attempts for a donated room at hotels/motels.  No luck...it was Cinco De Mayo weekend and Vinyards all around were preparing for wine tasting season.  I planned on sleeping on a bench just across the street beside an outdoor stage.  It also turned out to be right next to the police station, so that option was out.  I resorted to the police station to see if they might have any ideas.  They tried calling two hotels that might be able to house me, but they didn't pick up or return the call.  So, they offered me a place on the floor in the lobby.  At this point it was 10 and I said why not...Two hours past when I couldn't handle the bright lights and emergency calls coming in any longer.  I decided to leave after listening to a call that came in from an officer who found a few bundles of marijuana in a field.  Something about "I think we found who it belongs to" and another something about "yeah, the truck is on fire"... hm...I had to pee.  I repacked my sleeping bag and bike.  I went to the gas station down the road around 12.  I road back up toward the restaurant and down 2nd street to a park I had found on my phone.  It was just a few blocks down that I saw a fenced in, sprinkler happy, sketchy, park...I road back down to the restaurant.  I passed a beautiful church that had a nice grassy area with trees and benches on my way to the gas station.  So I went back there.  I unpacked my sleeping bag again.  I fell asleep.
  The next morning I headed back South a few miles to the Mcdonalds to meet Ashley.  Rex, a friendly fellow we met just north of San Francisco picked up Ashley from the Emergency Care and allowed her to stay at his house for the evening.  Her poison oak was spreading, so it was in her best interest to get some medicine, get her clothes through the wash again, and get a good long shower in as well.  Looking back, i felt like the tension was pretty high these couple of days.  I didn't want to feel rushed in the end of my experience on the trip... others needed to make it by the deadline.  We all gave some and we all took some.  We all did what we needed to do in order to protect ourselves, so we would be able to finish, together.  Anyway, that day, Ashley and I had a very eventful ride!  Leaving Cloverdale we started out West, taking 128.  We did some grocery shopping, and got some Micky-D's for breakfast.  We pedaled through town.  A feeling of excitement and curiosity for what the next few hours had in store.  In the first few miles, Ashley's bike was having some trouble.  Her tires seemed to be out of line and rubbing on her frame, the brakes, or both...(our bikes were in pretty rough shape).  It was time to drop some weight of her bike.  Her back rack was wobbling around pretty bad as well.  We got rid of some of her clothes, some first aid supplies, and the awkwardly shaped sleep cushion.  It wasn't much of a difference, but it was something!  (I was so proud to see her toss some clothes ;))  We were on our way again.  It was already about 11 or 12 in the afternoon, but early in the ride, and facing some steep cliffs.  We were chugging along up and up, when we notice one car doesn't seem to want to pass..they honk and slowly start around...waving as they pass, and pull off just a little ways ahead of us.  *Would you look at that* (as Eli would say).  Out pops Nico and Candice!  The couple from Oakland that hosted us for a couple nights earlier in the week!  Turns out they were making their way up to a beer fest in a town about 25 miles North called Boonsville.  This was one of those towns that is deserted pretty much year round, with this festival being the exception.  So we got pretty lucky in our timing.  We were thrilled to run into them on the road.  It was a nice reminder on how small the world is.  Nico was kind enough to even take a look at Ashley's front tire that was rubbing.  They invited us to hang out at the festival for a while and even extended and invitation to camp out with them for a third time now at their buddies bar in Boonsville.  We parted ways, as they continued on to their lovely day of music and beer and us to our pedals and water bottles.  The land went from climb to roll.  The views were never short of divine.  Not ten minutes later another car pulls over.  Cody, the fellow we stayed with in San Francisco rolls his window down to say hello!  (What is happening we are thinking)!  haha.  The world continued to shrink.  Turns out, him and his buddies were also on their way to the beer festival.  We agreed to let them know when we pedaled into town, as well.  Seeing these two was super encouraging and made the day much more exciting.  After 3 hours of some breathtaking view and hills, ;) haha, we made it into Boonsville just in time to hear some good music and rest for an hour.  Unfortunately, didn't get to get into the fest, but it was no big deal.  We still got to say hello and goodbye to our buddies from Oakland once more.
  Four PB&J's later we were back on the road toward the ocean.  Please, please, please!  Go ride your bicycle through the Dimmick Memorial Grove State Park toward.  It was definitely one of the best stretches of road on the entire trip.  Just enough forest, just enough (flat!) road, just enough sun.  Then you pop out into the open air with a large creek on your left that runs to the deep blue sea in front of you.  You have some good hills to climb up into Mendocino.  Every moment of struggle is more than worth the experience, so don't worry!
  Ashley and I were at the end of our 70 mile day as we road into Mendocino.  We were so tired and fatigued.  It was finally time to find a place to sleep.  This part of the day was always an entertaining task.  We road up to a community center and got some information from a friendly local of places we could try to camp on the beach.  He also mentioned a place just down the road that would be closing in the next few minutes.  We quickly road down the street to see if we could get a cheap room for the night.  There was one room for $80 left.  So we took it!  This room was by far the most therapeutic I have experienced as a hotel room, ever...haha!  On the far end was and open air, outdoor shower, and hot tub!  in the middle was a hot sauna and small bathroom, and then the "bed" which was really just another covered hot tub if I am not mistaken.  It was such a blessing.  I missed everyone though.

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

We made it!

  It was so hard to find the time, energy, or wifi to share what has happened in the past 2 or 3 weeks.  The finale.  I will do my best in the next few weeks to share the last few moments of this amazing journey with you.  I have been so pleased with the good and the bad of this trip.  Struggling and succeeding with these people.  I will miss each moment and individual deeply.  It is exciting to think about life and what I can do now that I have accomplished such a challenging feat.  My hat goes off to all the people that decide to make the 5 month adventure we just completed, into a life long dedication.  On top of that,  using their experiences to share with others through writings, videography, photography, etc.  One day this is how I will make a living.  I will learn how to use a videocamera and work on my writing skills (as you can tell from what you have previously read, I am a bit rusty!).  So be looking forward to the last few weeks of the trip being posted on here soon, as well as new postings on progress of the life in Seattle!

"The way through the world is more difficult to find than the way beyond it."
  - James Hillman

Cheers,
Georgie

Friday, May 17, 2013

Shout out to Bicycle Czar

  For a couple hundred miles now I had been riding without water bottle cages.  I was having to stop to drink...(gets old, fast...). When I was passing through Santa Rosa I stopped at the first bike shop I saw. It turned out to be the highlight of my day.  I asked Zac if they had any extra bottle cages floating around anywhere.  They were eager to help me out!  They also gave me a sweet shirt and a delicious bacon cheese burger for lunch!  (What?!)  I know it's awesome...haha.  This bike shop is super awesome/unique.  They build refurbished bikes and sell them at a decent price.  Making it easier for the community to be able to afford to ride a bike.  My hat is off to them.  (http://store.bicycleczar.com)  Thank you guys!
 

Thursday, May 16, 2013

From Santa Cruz to Petaluma

  So now that we have made it across the United States it is time to go up!  Eli, Marty, Monica, and Victor started up the coast right after church, around 12 or so, while Ashley and I left Santa Cruz around 1 or 2 PM.  Matt & Jules staying back with their poison oak infested bodies, pumping themselves with steroids and caking on the anti itch cream.  Our original plan was to make it to Pigeon Point Lighthouse for the night, a small hostile on the ocean front about 28 windy, semi hilly, miles North.  On our way up to the Lighthouse, Ashley and I stopped at a cute farm house called Pie Ranch (http://www.pieranch.org).  We got some of the tastiest cookies and brownies, we both agreed, that we have ever eaten!  Chocolate fudge cookies with sea salt!  YUM!  They also sold different leafy greens, coffee, tea, and grains.  Every couple of miles up that section of the coast you will either see, on your right, farms, fields, and/or people selling fresh leafy greens, strawberries, jams, and other fruits/veggies, or on your left, a handful of beaches full of wind surfers, parked RVS, and roaring waves.  The gal working in the farm house, (super friendly and informative!), was telling us that Pigeon Point was a great place to stay with very friendly folks.  She suggested we try to score a spot in the hot tub for the sun set, as it is common to see some whales on the horizon.  I was so pumped to hear that!
  About 3 miles down the road we reach Pigeon Point.  Turns our Eli, Monica, and Victor kept going on ahead.  They weren't able to get a room donated, and it didn't seem like we could set up our tents anywhere along the beach.  Marty had a friend he met up with and stayed with that night.  So Ashley and I took a look around and then head up the coast before the sun sets to meet the other 3.  Another 10, or so miles up, we meet them in the small town of Pescadero.  The small grocery/deli donated some delicious sandwiches and drinks to us.  We road around the town to try and find a church to sleep in.  Ashley and Monica wonder down the main road where they meet a local women.  Her husband is president of the history club of the high school.  He was also in charge of the historical down town hall that was closed, only open for the occasional poker game, until they were able to reopen it after some remodeling.  Before it was a town hall, it was a church.  You could definitely tell by the gorgeous design of the building.  I didn't get the best nights rest, as the sound of mice running around isn't as soothing as waves crashing on the beach...but I am not complaining, as it was dry and warm!
  The next morning we said thank you and goodbye to the friendly couple that opened the hall to us.  On our way back to the 1 and up the coast we hit some steep cliffs and hills that ran for quite a while.  I was riding alone for most of the morning, until we got to Half Moon Bay for lunch, about 18 miles later.  Monica and I asked a mexican restaurant in town for a donation.  We got a couple of huge burritos and chips/salsa.  That was definitely on the top 5 places I have been for mexican food (and that is saying something coming from Texas) ;).  We kept on to San Francisco for 30 beautiful coastal miles.  We hit a huge hill on our way into San Francisco (what a shocker, right?).  We wanted to find a place to sleep that was relatively close to our service project at the Meals on Wheels where we were going to make birthday cards for their clients the next day.  The 5 of us found a really sketchy park on the bay.  All the windsurfers suggested we not sleep there.  We go grab some groceries and, again, get some delicious sandwiches donated for dinner.  Marty meets us and we all road back to our only option for a place to sleep, as of that moment.  Eli and I go down the road to an RV park a few hundred yards from the park to see if they would be able to help us out for the night with a patch of sement to sleep on.  Unsuccessful, we start to lose hope, and daylight.  Eli camped with a couple back in the pre climb of big sur (Jonelle, Ben, and their son Sunny, who I mentioned in my last post).  Jonelle had mentioned she had a brother that lived in San Francisco, but wasn't sure if he would be home to host us for the night.  We figured we would try him anyways, to see if he could possibly move us into at least a better situation than what we were in.  So we get a hold of Cody (Jonelle's brother) after a while.  Turns out he is in town, and invited us to stay for the night!  We get so lucky sometimes.   The sun had gone down as we started riding to his home in the city and we were all pretty tired from the climbing all day.  I was anticipating some decent climbs on the way to his house, as well.  The bike route did take us away from those climbs luckily and it was a beautiful ride through the city.  A total win win if you ask me.  We were so grateful that all 4 of Cody's roommates were okay with us hanging out for a while.  After chatting with Cody and some of his mates, we showered, recharged phones, and slept.  The next morning he let us leave our gear in the garage so we could go to the service project and then around town to explore.
  I am impressed by Meals on Wheels.  Victoria gave us a tour of the building and explained how they work with and for their clients.  The whole place had a vibrant energy and organized system.  We were making birthday cards for a few hours.  When it is a clients birthday, they send a birthday card with the meal.  Most of the people they serve are elderly and usually alone.
( http://www.mowsf.org/volunteers-on-wheels/ )
  After making some cards, we went back to Cody's, he was going to ride with us around the city a bit, possibly the the Golden Gate, and Twin Peaks (to get a 360 of the whole city!).  I went to some coffee shops instead to try and get some blogging done, but had no luck with anyones wifi.  Defeated, I went back to the house.  Marty and Monica were on there way out to explore, Eli, and Victor were crashed on the couches upstairs, and Ashley was writing some emails in the garage.  So, I joined Ashley in the garage cleaning out my panniers, ultimately try to loose some of the weight I was pedaling around with.  Earlier that morning on the way to the service project, I decided not to unload my bike (it gets old packing and unpacking that thing).  The whole way to the project, however, things were falling off and getting tied up anyway.  At one point my tent fell and a clip got tied around my wheel, bending a piece of my disc break (ARG!).  So I played around with the break bending it just enough so it wouldn't scrape the disc.  When everyone got back to Cody's around 5:30 we took the BART to Oakland.  We contacted Nico (who everyone with the exception of Eli camped with back in the pre cliffs of Big Sur), who lived in Oakland.  We camped in his back yard for two nights.  Nico and his girlfriend, Candice, lived in a cute little community/suburb in West Oakland.  They shared a 101 year old home with 4 other people.  The Brick Pig's House, a few doors down, donated The BEST ribs, mac-a-roni salad, and baked beans I have ever had, and Nico shared with us some of his home brewed beer while we all hung out for a bit before bed.
  The next day, Monica had a community service project set up for us with the Uhuru Furniture Company, In Support of the African People's Education and Defense Fund Program (apedf.org).  On the way to grab some coffee with her before the project, the breaks I was messing the previous day totally collapsed.  Instead of going to the project, I carried my bike to the bike shop about a mile away to install my new break pads.  It only took about an hour to fix everything, so by that time it was 12.  I used the rest of the day to type up the previous blog.  We slept at Nico's for the second night, and left for Eureka the following morning.
  We took the BART back to San Francisco, and made our way to the Golden Gate Bridge.  As we were riding toward the bridge, a gang (The Old and Tame) of older fellows from Sacramento invited us to ride with them through the Palace of Fine Arts, Fort Point, and over the bridge.  After riding the bridge, it was pretty hilarious watching us carrying our bikes down and back up some stairs to the bike trail.  Sausalito was probably one of my favorite towns to ride through for California.  It seems quiet yet entertaining and kind.  I am sure it costs a small fortune to live there, however.  So we continued on the 101 hoping to reach Petaluma.
  Things quickly were set to a holt.  The bike trail got way more complicated then what anyone wanted to deal with, and Victors back tire popped in 2 places as we were approaching Marin.  We called Eli, and Marty who were ahead to go check out a bike shop down the road for a new tire.  Monica, Victor, Ashley, and I waited for them to come back.  I was starting to get frustrated with what I expected the next couple of days to look like.  When Eli, and Marty returned with the tire Monica, Ashley, and I road down to the restaurant down the hill to charge our phones and wait for the guys.  Ashley wasn't sure what to do, as her poison oak was spreading and getting a lot worse.  The tire they got for Victor didn't fit, so Marty wound up returning it to the bike shop and heading to an REI down the road for better luck.  We were at the restaurant for about 90 minutes when Ashley was approached by Rex.  Rex got Paul, the owner of Marin Joe's to donate the 6 of us some lunch.  I definitely recommend stopping in if you are ever in that area, they have the BEST burgers of your life.  When Victor was squared away we took off to get as close to Petaluma as we could for the evening.  At this time it was roughly 4:30 and we still had to deal with some tedious turns.  We stopped at the Safeway around the corner from REI and grabbed some loaves of break and a directions list.  For some reason the bike trail directions likes to give you some unnecessary turns, so we were able to cut out quite a few turns along the way ourselves.  Marin was very good to us, and Novato was a beautiful community with a cool scene downtown.  Once we got out of town the climbs were challenging.  Around 6 or 7, when the sun started setting, we got further away from any town.  We were ridding past barns filled with horses surrounded by some dense redwood forest.  When the trees cleared the land turned into rolling hills and country land.
  Now we were 5...we asked a dairy farmer down the road if we could camp in his yard.  It was unsuccessful as it was an organic farm, and he said the rules for organic were super strict about what is allowed in the cows space, basically, but he said we could camp across the road in an empty lot.  So we set up camp there and had some canned tuna with bbq sause and PB&Js.  The next morning we road about 10 miles into Petaluma.  It was still early so the town was quietly preparing to wake up and open shop.  I got to the subway where the rest of the four were and charged my phone.  When they were ready to go, I decided to stay and head up the 101 while they moved out towards the coast on the 1.  Here was where my adventure began :)
  About an hour later I started up the road, somewhat nervous, but once I started pedaling the excitement kicked in.  It was a long day, but the road was pretty flat the whole way.  Although the 101 was annoying, when I was away from it,  you could see vineyards for miles around.  

Sunday, May 5, 2013

"Where are you Peter...?"

  Wow.  Time ceases to amaze me.  I had a short discussion with Ben about the relevance of time (you will meet Ben later on).  "Does time go by faster or slower for people that are younger compared to those that are older?" (was the just of the conversation).  I still don't quite know.  If I think of my life back in my mini years, it is played back in slow motion.  Now I can't even keep up with the day or time.  What happened?  Is that the transition from being a kid to "grown up"?  Does time change?  Where the hell is Peter Pan when you need him...
  Anyway, I wasn't a huge fan of Los Angeles.  It was cool to ride around and see all the huge houses, and the strip, but by no means would I ever consider living there...It's a bit too ridiculous.  I was glad to get out of there actually...We headed to Santa Monica after about 4 or 5 days in L.A./Hollywood.  I did get to see my good friend David Rodriguez! :)  I was very pleased about that!  We slept on the cliffs in Santa Monica the first night.  The next day I realized I could probably never be a beach bum for a living.  Matt had to reassemble a whole new wheel for his bike (that looks like transferring the spokes and cassette onto a new rim, whatever that technical bike term is called...).  It took him pretty much a whole day.  So the rest of us kind of just hung out and moseyed around on the beach.  It's a rough life, right..?  After 2-3 days on the beach not really doing much, and feeling super homeless, I was pretty ready to start heading North on the 1.  The true reality of being completely homeless started to sink in. Feelings of loneliness, uneasy frustration, and downright uselessness started to become very real.   Sleeping on the beach those 2 nights in a row in Santa Monica wasn't anything I hadn't done before.   I guess having a rough old man ask me if I had any drugs while I was getting some hot water at the gas station for my cup of noodles for dinner was a little different from what I was used to.  Or having our temporary neighbor at the beach throwing miscellaneous items around under his tarp roof, yelling and mumbling as the sun went down was far from Flower Mound life.  Even the next morning, when another anxious homeless man sitting on a set of steps, down by the porta potties asked in a displeased tone if we were moving anytime soon.  Curiously Ashley told him we should be out of the way in a couple of hours...turns out his stash was buried in the sand where we had slept.  My initial reaction was laughter,  I feel like this could have been something I heard in a joke from some stand up comedian, but  a few seconds later, not too much further down was a pitiful ache for the man. 
  Monica, Ashley, and I road up to Malibu the next day.  Matt was still having trouble assembling his tire, so took it to a bike shop with Marty, Elijah, Julie, and Ryan.  The whole Malibu area was filled with fancy cars, beautiful beachside homes, some pretty steep climbs and beautiful flowers and trees. We had a donated lunch from KFC and road up a gas station across the street from the Malibu Lagoon entrance.  This was the day Monica cut her cast off :)  That night we camped on Zuma beach, much quieter and cleaner than Santa Monica in my opinion.  Monica, Ashley and I ate dinner at the plaza across from the beach entrance.  We combined some Raman noodles, instant Mac & Cheese, and Spamiches (spam on bread...).  I am excited to get to seattle and have a grocery store and money to buy real meals and coffee with!  
  The next morning I took a walk on the beach.  Ryan, Matt, Ashley, Monica, and I met at the plaza to charge our phones some and head North.  We got into Santa Barbra about 65 miles up before the sun went down.  We grabbed some tacos for dinner and headed to a coffee shop we found on warmshowers.com to sleep at for the evening.  Marty met us up later in the evening in Santa Barbra with Eli and Victor.  We hadn't seen Elijah and Victor for 2 weeks.  They road to San Diego while the rest of us went down to Nogales with Susan and Sil back in Phoenix.  We had some catching up to do as a group for sure.  Most everyone had some things to get off their chests that had been bothering them or that they felt we should approach as a team effort.  
  All together again, for now, the 9 of us took off between 8 and 9 AM.  At this point 5 of us hadn't showered and had been sleeping on the beach for 4-5 days without a shower...so once we got to the shopping mall in Santa Barbra you better believe Ashley, and Ryan were working on finding a hotel to donate a room for the night after only 30 miles of riding.  Monica, Matt, and me were not objecting to the idea, as we did smell and feel very fowl.  They didn't have luck with hotels, however, Ryan's last try asking a bike shop maybe 10 miles out was successful in finding a home for us in Goleta.  We didn't have more than 15 miles to ride to get there, so we decided to take a day at the beach down the road from the outdoor mall.  It was a nice relaxing break together again as a family.  Elijah and Matt took some time at the skate park while the rest of us took some time by the water.  We road to Goleta around 4 PM arriving to Mike's home around 6 after grabbing some supplies for dinner.   It was so nice to shower and sleep inside that night!!  Monica even shared with us an indie movie from New Zealand called Eagle Vs. Shark, (basically a New Zealand version of Napoleon Dynamite).
  The next morning, Mike invited us to go to the bike shop he works at, at the UCSB campus.  Ashley, Victor, and I needed some things looked at and we all generally needed to manage our gear and what not.  This morning definitely took a 360.  Maybe a 180...we kind of all saw this coming a little I guess.  As Mike is done working on our bikes and we are all ready to leave, putting on our jerseys, filling our water, and applying sun screen for the beginning of a long day of riding, Ryan disappears.  Matt and Marty go talk to him down by the beach to try and figure out why or what he is doing.  This discussion turns out to take the morning and then some of the afternoon.  In the end, Matt and Marty come back, without Ryan.  This frustration, aggravation, annoyance, of a group structure had finally bubbled over for Ryan...I don't really blame him.  It does ask quite a bit to stick with 8 (mostly) strangers for 5 months, on bicycles, riding, camping...suffering.  Mike graciously allowed us to stay another evening at his home.  Matt and Marty stayed with Ryan to see if he could pull through and finish the ride out with us. "Too little too late".  Ryan had checked out.  I think it was good for him to do what he needed to do.  He will finish this ride one day, one way or another.  The next morning the rest of us met up to say our goodbyes.  It was sad, and unreal, we thought he would actually come back...no such luck.  
  And then there were 8.  We made it to Santa Maria that night about 75 miles North.  We asked a church in town if we could stay for the night.  It turned out to be some sort of school.  They had some sort of play going on that night.  One man allowed us to camp out on his land.  As we were about to go check out the spot he offered us, a kind, excited, women came out and asked us all about what we were doing.  After telling her our purpose and some of our stories, she told us a little about her tour and general journeys of her traveling life.  She called the YMCA she was a member of and got us in to take showers.  On top of that, she and her husband brought dinner for the 8 of us!  Fried chicken, potato salad, strawberries, beans, fries, and cookies!  It was such a delicious blessing.  We feasted outside of the YMCA.  We were all super exhausted.  After showers, and food we all walked our bikes down to the park to set up tents for the night, too tired to really care about the dreaded sprinklers.  
   Waking up to a soaking tent the next morning, I had no desire to move, I was physically, mentally, and emotionally drained.  Eventually we were all packed up and on our way to the local grocery store to gather food for the ride.  We plugged in our phones, chugged bottles of water, ate some cereal and fruit, and distributed food.  By the time we left, I am pretty sure the whole staff knew about the purpose of our journey, which is pretty cool.  Right before we left, the store manager donated a box of oranges and strawberries.  Even some local shoppers stopped to ask questions and donate a few dollars!  God started to show some beautiful moments to reflect on.  Shortly after making our way back the highway, Monica's rack breaks.  Once we do some jimmy rig-zip tying we are once again, on our way!  Our original goal was to get to San Simeon State Park.  Monica and I exited into a town called Cayucos, about 20 miles short of the park.  Once you stop, sometimes you don't want to jump back on, and sometimes..you don't... :) haha we were ready to be DONE for the day....so we were.  And that is one beautiful thing about this trip.  Sometimes you just don't know where you will wind up.  We got some awesome chicken strips, a burger and some fries donated from Duckie's Chowder House.  Afterward, we met up with Martin, Matt, and Ashley for the evening.  They were only 4 miles up while Julie, Victor, and Elijah were about 10 ahead, just outside of San Luis Obispo.  We slept in a ditch that night, just beside the beach, in a field of cow shit.  It wasn't the best night of sleep, but it definitely wasn't the worst.  
  The first obstacle of the next day was running up the ditch.  It was quite entertaining.  I could only imagine what the people driving by thought about 5 bikes, on the top of a ditch, tent and sleeping bags flying up from out of know where.  We road up to San Luis Obispo and met the other 3 outside of the church they camped outside of.  The 6 miles to town was probably some of the most beautiful miles of the trip.  The rolling, green hills, happy cows, open winding road.  It all looked like a dream.  It was also quite an enjoyable downhill cruise into the town.  We grabbed some breakfast, started the usual phone charge and went to the grocery store to get the usual bread, peanut butter, and jelly.  After about an hour and a half we took off to make our way into Big Sur territory.  
  I had no idea what this Big Sur was.  I was in for a treat! :)  We road into the southern edge of the cliffs that night to camp.  It might have been about 50-60 miles.  We all gathered at the first restaurant before the cliffs really started.  After making some sandwiches and talking to a young, French traveler, he accompanied us up the beginning cliffs.  We road with him for about 5-7 miles and we continued on to a campsite about 10 miles up.  After climbing, dropping, and climbing again for an hour or so, Elijah was ahead and we were ready to call it a day.  Seven of us stopped at the first camp site we found.  We figured Eli could handle his own, and we knew there were more sites up the road.  Julie and Matt found some people at the camp that allowed us to share there lot.  It consisted of 2 girls and 4 guys, all from California.  Some lived in Santa Cruz, our next location to get to, and 2 lived in Oakland.  It was good to hang out with some new people and hear some funny stories.  I happened to grab Nico's number, one of the guys that lived in Oakland, just in case we needed a place to stay once we arrived there.  They shared some cookies and brownies and allowed us to use the fire they had going to make some pasta!  What a night.  
  The next morning we said our thanks, and goodbyes.  We didn't wind up meeting with Elijah the next day, he took off from the campsite about 30 minutes to an hour before we got there.  He did however camp with a family of 3, also from the Santa Cruz area, that offered us a backyard to camp if we needed!  So we were on our way to and through Big Sur, some of the most awe inspiring views, EVER.  It was a day of slow, long climbing, not so much dropping, and more slow, long climbing.  Everyone was pretty spread out that day.  Once Ashley and I got into Big Sur Julie was behind us and Matt had passed through at some point.  After resting, I decided to keep going on to meet everyone in Monterey.  Julie wasn't feeling too well, and Ashley's chain was on the verge of breaking.  They wound up hitching to San Jose, passed Santa Cruz a little ways.  On my way out of Big Sur maybe 6 miles into riding my chain broke going up a series of cliffs.  After calling Eli, Matt, and Ashley, to see what everyone was doing, and after sticking my thumb out for 10 minutes, I got a ride from a local into the next main town before Monterey, Carmel, where Matt was.  Eli, Victor, Monica, and Marty were already in Monterey looking for dinner.  Matt and I got some food from the grocery and put a new chain on my bike.  Monterey was about 15 miles out and daylight was going fast.  Matt and I road around the neighborhoods a little when his chain broke, and I had to call it quits.  There was no way I was going to make it to Monterey that night.   We found a walking trail down the road to sleep.   
  The next morning, we packed up, and headed to the grocery to grab a bag of cereal and some chocolate milk.  After that we hopped onto the highway to meet everyone in Santa Cruz.  We took a bike trail for a third of the way at least.  At one of the cross walks Matt flicked off an angry driver that honked at him for crossing.  The next light we got to, the angry driver had decided to come talk (yell) at  Matt.  Profanity being tossed back and forth between the two, this guys threatening to hit Matt, blah blah blah...Matt asking this guy if he had kids...  It was super entertaining.  Then as this guy goes to get back in his car, he starts crossing the street when it says not to cross, and of course Matt has to point this out to the angry driver...  Two other cyclists road up as the argument subsides.  We start to ride with them down the path, and a police officer stops us to see if we are okay, and if we wanted to report anything...Matt said no so we kept riding on.  We ride with this married couple to the end of the bike trail out of Monterey and say our goodbyes.  They also kindly donated us $20.  From there, shortly after that trail, we hop onto another bike trail on the beach for a while.  Then we got into some country towns, beginning with old, stagnant, smelly, sea water.  Then moving into some windy, hilly roads, and finally to wonderful strawberry fields of all sizes, and old farm houses.  We stopped at a small farm with a little red shed close to the road.  We talked to the guy who worked the farm with his girlfriend.  The little red shed held a refrigerator filled with leafy greens, peppers, lemons, and fresh strawberries.  We helped ourselves to a pint of delicious juicy strawberries for $3.  Shortly after we were back on the road.  Once we were pretty deep into Aptos, closer to Santa Cruz we stopped again for some ice cream.  We got ahold of Eli, Martin, Monica, and Victor.  They were about 5-8 miles behind us at this point.  They caught up to us as we started our climb up the 9 to Felton, where we would be staying for our service projects for the week.  It was also a very enjoyable view the whole way up!!  Julie and Ashely had made it back down already to Ron's house in Felton, where we stayed that evening.  (Ron is Matt's old director at Mount Herman, a camp Matt worked at 5 years ago.) ...and then there were 8, again.  
  For the next 3 days (Tuesday-Thursday) we pulled Broom from sections of the wooded areas on Mount Herman in the camp.  Broom is an invasive weed that grows densely in the area and kills off other grasses and plants.  I was so lucky!  On Tuesday, my papa was only 30 minutes away from me in California!  He picked me up from Felton after a full day of weeding and we took a walk on a trail before heading to the boardwalk in Santa Cruz.  It was so great to see him and in such a beautiful place!  God works in very beautiful ways.  
  On Friday, 5 of us went back down to Santa Cruz to stay with Ben, Jonelle, and there 4 year old son, Sunny.  This is the family Elijah had camped with back at the beginning of Big Sur that I was talking about.  Matt, Ashley, and Julie were covered in poison oak so they took recovery time at Ron's for the weekend.
  On our way down we stopped off at a Red Wood Park to take a walk through.  It was so gorgeous.  Red Woods have to be the most resilient trees, ever.  We had a miniature tour from a women on the trail, that I do believe worked at the park.  She showed us to the oldest, and tallest tree of the park, that was indeed healthy.  Just a few feet away you heard a creaking, dying tree, bound to fall sooner or later, just a few feet away.  She took us to a Red Wood that was hollowed out, naturally from fires.  It fit all 6 of us in the tree.  She told us in the past, when that area was considered a resort, the tree was rented out as a hotel room.  You could see where the tree was once hollowed out with a window and a stove!  The tree since then has healed itself and covered up these holes, one day the whole considered as the door will be too, shut. 
  We started back on the road and made it to Santa Cruz before dark.  Jonelle and Ben were so good to us!  They fed us delicious burgers and beans and breakfast the following morning as well!  We hung out that night with them and some of there friends.  Marty went out on the town.  I was going to go with, but decided around 12 that bed sounded better.  Monica and Victor and Eli went to bed pretty early.  One thing I have learned is when you start to get tired, as a cyclist, you can expect to go down fast.  Ben, Jonelle, and Sunny are some of my favorite people to stay with from this whole trip so far, for sure.  After breakfast Eli, Victor, and I borrowed Jonelles car to do some shopping, while Monica, and Marty went to try a Indian food restaurant and cruise around.  After the three of us shopped Jonelle and Ben invited us to a BBQ birthday for one of Ben's co-workers.  We packed our bikes once we got back to the house and road about 5 minutes to the park to meet them.  After some grub, a beer and chatting the 3 of us said our thank you's and goodbyes and made our way back up the mountain to Ron's.  Eli split off for a bit to check out a skate shop/park, so Victor and I were on our way.  Martin had gone back to Ben's to sleep off the night he had in the city, and Monica was knee deep in a book store somewhere...they made there way up a little later.  Eventually we were all back at Ron's, in Felton, preparing to leave the next day (Sunday) after we attended Ron's service at the church down the road.  It had been at least a few years since I had been to any church service, it was nice to go, peaceful.  
  Matt and Jules had poison oak all over, still.  They hung back with Ron a little longer, as the rest of us made our way up to the one and only, San Francisco.
To be continued.... ;)