Thursday, September 15, 2011

oh..dreams.can.change..?

Today I was :-) to buy my tickets for seattle to attend a Medical Massage course (held next weekend).  Finally, something to kick my spirits back up & and give me the knowledge to truely help the people I meet on my path.   I can't help but look at this huge sociatel barrier between my dreams and the reality of my dreams...Even if I decided to leave in a few months with a couple thousand dollars.  Would I find out that the dream of traveling the world as a free spirit is no longer my 1. goal.  Am I settling for the second best thing and completely giving up on #1....I guess that is what happens when you can't break away from security of the life you have, fear for unhappiness, & the dreaded "L" verb. pull the chance card people.
  take.a.risk.  you can always do easier later on. live as who you are.

Monday, September 5, 2011

from this day forward

All of my energy, money, time, thought, heart, mind, and breathe will from this day forward be invested in my future.  My future is unknown to me, as it is to any other being.  However, I can feel the promise of this unknown.  I will be leaving for an adventure in February that will last for the rest of my days on this rock.  I wont be looking back.  So as of today, September 5th 2011, I have 150 days to get it together.  February 2nd 2012, I will be leaving with whatever I have or need...I will take the money I have scrambled together & leave.  I don't know where I am going yet.  But that is not of my concern this day.  I will see what unfolds for me these next couple of days & decide when the time is right.


georgie